Sandbag

During Lent, I am reading the Desert Fathers. On occasion I will post sayings that strike me during my Lectio.

A meeting was held at Sketis about a brother who had sinned. The Fathers spoke, but Abba Pior kept silent. Later, he got up and went out. He took a sack and filled it with sand and carried it on his shoulder; then he put a little sand into a small bag that he carried in front of him.

When the Fathers asked him what this meant he said, “In this sack which contains much sand, are my sins which are many; I have put them behind me so that I might not be troubled about them and so that I might not weep. And behold, here are the little sins of my brother which are in front of me, and I spend my time judging them. This is not right. Rather, I ought to carry my sins in front of me and concern myself with them, begging God to forgive me.”

The Fathers stood up and said, “Verily, this is the way of salvation.”